Dear Self, How’s life today? I see that you are doing good on creating yourself and it seems you have improved. Continue that because you deserve that kind of vibe that is being happy and no hatred inside. You used to hate getting up to work, not motivated it’s like you’re being toxic but now, hmmm.. you seem happy, feel happy and continue that please, God truly believe in you that you can change for being the best version of your self. It’s really not to late to change if you start loving yourself more and more everyday. Tama yan Cyd, this time unahin mo ang sarili mo and mahalin mo higit pa yung sarili mo, that is what God wants you to realize wag puro ibang tao. Kasi if you love yourself more then you can see the good in people, and please also stop living in the past na akala mo the same but it’s not, it will never be. Give chances to the person who loves you now kasi not every guy on earth is the same with your ex-boyfriend who cheats. Prove to yourself that you can change and kind hearted person. Just remember God’s words of wisdom and His commandments. God is amazing cyd that He is giving chances of you everyday to change how you think and treat people. And now you have realized that, go and improve yourself and learn that not everyday is bad day. Remember, everyday is a Blessing that God has provided us.

June 07, 2022

Dear Me,
Sorry ha pinilit pa kita na kausapin mo sya. I know, nasaktan ka and you just had to hide it. Sorry if pilit kita na ngumiti sa harap nya when he told you “one day don’t be surprised if i quit on you.” oo alam ko cyd may ugali ka pero alam ano mas masakit kasi pinaramdam nya na wala na talaga nag e-stay lang sya kasi alam nyang nasaktan ka nya sa mga salita nya. Siguro nga deserve mo yun masabihan nya ng masakit? Oo deserve mo para matauhan ka, tama nga si Carl itigil mo na. Enough. Hindi na masaya. Ang masakit na katotohanan is hindi ka nya pipiliin araw-araw cyd. Don’t flex him anymore. Lumayo ka muna. Deactivate your social media (ALL OF IT). Tama na wag mo na lunorin sarili mo sa luha. Subukan mo mahalin ang sarili mo cyd kasi parang hindi mo na talaga yan minahal puro nalang ibang tao.